one smile, then i died.. only to be revived by you..

hnn.. surpassing the super boring subject!!

2005-09-28T18:15:00.000-07:00

BORING!!! COMP1Ae IS ONE HELL OF A BORING SUBJECT!!
wala lng.. di ko na kinakaya tooo.. hehehehe.. geez! i miss posting here.. i've been busy with my multiply lately ehh.. hahahaha.. anyways.. i'll still be updating this from time to time.. this is one of my favorite subject eh.. hahahaha :) wala lng..malas naman rels nnmn later.. can't get through krogers loser subject!! waaahh!! i hate religion subject.. i dont know why.. beahahaha.. wala lng.. bkit ba gnon.. super boring ng mga tues and thurs subj!!! waaaaahhhh!!!!hehehe..grbe super late na ko dating sa subj na toh.. hehehe.. like 30 mins lng and finish na.. eion, cge, till then.. tc pipz.. muamua!! :)

here i am, once again i'm torn into pieces!

2005-09-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"Seems like just yesterdayYou were a part of meI used to stand so tallI used to be so strongYour arms around me tightEverything, it felt so rightUnbreakable, like nothin' could go wrongNow I can't breatheNo, I can't sleepI'm barely hanging onHere I am, once againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesI told you everythingOpened up and let you inYou made me feel alrightFor once in my lifeNow all that's left of meIs what I pretend to beSo together, but so broken up inside'Cause I can't breatheNo, I can't sleepI'm barely hangin' onHere I am, once againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesSwallow me then spit me outFor hating you, I blame myselfSeeing you it kills me nowNo, I don't cry on the outsideAnymore...Here I am, once againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesHere I am, once againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyes
-> aamin nko.. depress tlga ako.. hnn.. :( things are not ok for me.. kainis.. minsan lng tlga ako maging sure sa feelings ko.. pero it seems na loser decision nnmn tlga gnwa ko.. i've decided to let go na tlga.. as in over na tlga.. wala na.. waaaa!! nhhrapan ako.. kse part na rin xa ng system ko.. waaaaa!!!
-> miss ko na xa!! sobra.. knina ngkita kme.. the thing lng, alam mo un.. nagkita kme pero parang wala lng.. unlike dati na sobrang ok!! ampootchh.. parang walang pinag samahan.. gnun nlng ba tlga un?? :'c as if nothing existed!! ang thing pa tlga.. alam mo un.. ako pa ung nag initiate mag HI!!! wtf!! badtrip tlga ako!!! anong klase ba nmn un?? haii.. pero siguro gnon tlga.. bka dun xa masaya!!pero khit na?! dpat minsan may consideration din?? wtchathnk?? :c
-> taena!! di ko na kinakaya toh!! mag papaka NERD nlng muna cgro ako!!! bababad sa studies!! ahahahahhaah :)
GEEZZ!! nbabaliw nko!! true yan!! bwahahahahahahahaahahahahhahaha :)

This day is HELL!!

2005-09-19T18:07:00.000-07:00

waaahhh!! super boring ng subject na toh!!!!

mega loser nung teacher
labo labo lessons
boring!
wala ng masagutan na survey sa friendster
bxta!!!!!!

ina tlga.. waaaahhhhh!!

sa totoo.. i'm super speechless.. GALIT AKO!!

i now believe that promises are really made to be broken!!!

MEGA LOSER!!!! =( i HATE YOU!

2005-09-17T23:25:00.000-07:00

mega loser ko!!
i started watching this korean novela.. 'my happy/sassy girl choon yang' eion.. in one sitting i was able to watch until the 6th episode.. imagine 6 hours of just plain watching.. hehe =) and imagine, i ended up crying hard on those.. heart warming episodes.. arrgghh!! i hate break ups.. i hate goodbyes.. loser.. lolz.. eion.. my eyes got all swollen.. red! as usual.. i don't understand why it turns red so fast.. =) eion.. neweis, natutuwa ako sa lead character na guy! kmukha nia si ______?! na sobrang love na love ko! =) bwahahahaha =) lolz..

eion.. it's my birthday tom..
i'm legal at last.

but IM NOT HAPPY!

hnn.. bad day

2005-09-11T23:44:00.000-07:00

ok.. i was expecting this day to be FFUUNN!!:) i was expecting that i'd be happy coz' we'll be meeting again.. haii nco.. all my expectations were not met.. kainis xa grbe!! :(

anyway.. i attended our meeting for yfc.. honestly it was cool coz' bogs and i were able to rely the problems that were having in our so called 'controversial chapter'.. tas eion, were also happy that eion, we were able to impart concerns for the betterment of the cluster.. :) sarraapp pa food kina abby.. yhess!! haha :) eion.. i learned that we'll be holding a youth camp this coming sem break :) tpos.. levy and i would be partners daw sa camp.. meaning, we have to work hand in hand para super mpaganda camp ntohh.. :) xemps, it's the both our first time to handle a camp.. kia ako.. promise ko sknia.. na i'll do my best to make it super memorable and bonggacious!! pag hahandaan ko toh.. :) dpatt xa rin.. hnnn.. :)

eion, super mega dami pang problems nung camp.. marami pang concerns like un venue, fee and other stuffs.. hehe :0 sa totoo.. excited nkoo.. :) wala lng.. eion, after nung mtg na tumagal for like 3 hours and 30 mins.. umuwi nko.. punta ako sa haus ng lola ko sa novaliches.. :) eion, safe nmn biyahe ko.. thnk god.. :) though mejo knabhan ako ng onti.. :)

eion.. i'm tired na.
bukas lit.
adios!

hell bored!

2005-09-10T01:28:00.000-07:00

geez.. still can't live with the fact that i'd get seperated from my block this term.. waahh!! minsan nag sisisi ako! kse, if i'd just concentrated khit konti pa.. then i should have made it.. haha =) i'll get delayed for like 2 subjects.. kia i'm thinking if i'll over load myself this term pra i'll get delayed by a subject nlng.. pra nmn i could enjoy my summer.. =) hehe.. eion.. wala lng.. para ksing i'd be starting with rags again eh.. you know.. all new faces.. all new people.. =) pero khit gnon.. mas beneficial nga un eh.. at least, i won't just be exclusive sa block.. =) i'll get to know other people.. and have more aquiantances or even friends.. =) pero khit gnon.. knakabahan pren ako.. i dunno.. i just find it kinda weird.. =)

anyways.. may isang taong na pikon na ata sken.. di nko ni replyan ehh.. haha =) kung cno ka man na di pa nag rerep sken.. icase nbabasa mo toh.. *wag kna mpikon!! joke lng un! hahaha =) ikaw kse ehh.. nang aasar kren nmn ahh..quits lng dba?* eion, bday ni ahza today.. =)

AHZA BRIONES!! HAPPY 18th BdAy!!! =)

sorry.. kung di ako mkakapunta sa debut mo ahh.. layo ehh.. chka i'm having conflicts here.. i wanna come sana.. =) i know nmn na it'll be a big bash.. anyways.. thnx for being my laughtrip buddy.. hnn.. u know the button days.. hehe =) tpos eion, thnx for being my movie buddy.. khit na once or twice plang ata un.. thnx for being one of my dancing partners.. nung bday ni michh.. hahaha =) thnx for all the laughters.. *yuck! mega drama!* hehehe! eion, u take care ayt!?! ailabbshhuuueee!! hehehe =)

haii..grbe i'm bored! as in hell bored.. gosh! its a saturday and yet.. nde ako makalayas ng bhay!! oh well, maya nag usap na kme ng bro ko na nood kme movie mmya!! the thing lng.. i think wala nmn magandang movie na plabas ehh?! haii.. i wanna go timezone!! i wanna play time crisis!! nkakawala un ng stress!! =) hahaha =) chka mejo magaling nko dun!! kia ung mga super yabang na taoo na nag sasabi na mag prax muna ako!! humanda ka!! hahaha =) nag pprax nko! anyways.. punta ako philam bukas.. may mtg kme!! =) hehe.. sharing.. =)

i'm craving...

strawberry ice cream
avocado shake
jollibee fries
yellow cab pizza
cadburry dream.. plain
potchi

gusto tlga ng ice cream!! kso wala nmang bilihan here.. gusto ko sana khit ung parang papa joey ehh.. tpos strawberry ung dip!! maraming maraming dip!!! tpos.. para ng chocolate.. haha =) waaahhh!! gusto ko nun.. pati potchi!! kaya.. sa bday ko.. masaya nko.. give mo ko ng isang bag ng potchi!! hahaha =) o kia white rabbit!? yuckk.. lumalabas nnmn kbabawan ko!!=) alis na nga ako!!

btw, GO UP!! beat FEU!! <- hangin lng kse baon nla ehh.. =)
kso.. bka tumagilid kme ehh.. wag nlng. hehe =) animo!

bb!=)
ciao!

animo!

2005-09-10T01:18:00.000-07:00

hehehe! =) pump up the animo!!
we can do it.. 2peat!! ilovelasalle.. =)
_____________________________________________________________________
hail, hail alma mater
hail to de la salle!
we hold your banner high and bright
a shield of green and white..
we'll fight to keep your glory bright
and never shall we fail..
hail to thee our alma mater
hail.
hail.
hail.
___________________________________________________________________________
ue! still bunch of losers posers!! hahaha =) no breeding prenn.. =)

2005-09-10T00:47:00.000-07:00

hnn.. i was surfing the net tpos.. i found these translations.. hehe =)

Afrikaans
Ek is lief vir jou
Albanian
te dua
Arabic
Ana Ahebak / Ana Bahibak
Armenian
yes kez shat em siroom
Assyr
Az tha hijthmekem
Australian
'ave a beer :-)
Bahasa Malayu (Malaysia)
Saya cinta mu
Bavarian
I mog di
Bisaya
Nahigugma ko nimo
Bosnian
Ja te volim (formally) or volim-te
Bulgarian
Obicham te
Cantonese
Ngo Oi Nei
Chinese
gnoy oy naGoi Oi Lei (Hongkong)Wa Ai Li (Taiwan)
Danish
Jeg elsker dig
Dutch
Ik hou van jou
English
I love you
Esperanto
Mi amas vim
Estonian
Ma armastan sind / Mina armastan sind (formal)
Finnish
Minä rakastan sinua
French
Je t'aime
Gaelic
Tá mé i ngrá leat
German
Ich liebe Dich
Greek
S'agapw
Hawaiian
Aloha wau ia 'oe
Hebrew
Ani ohevet ota
Hindi
Main tumsey pyaar karta hoon / Maine Pyar Kiya
Hmong
Kuv Hlub Koj
Hungarian
Szeretlek
Icelandic
Eg elska thig
Indonesian
Saya cinta padamu
Italian
ti amo
Japanese
Anata wa, dai suki desu
Javanese
Kulo tresno marang panjenengan (formal)aku terno kowe (informal)
Kapangpangan
Kaluguran daka.
Korean
SA LANG HAE / Na No Sa Lan Hei
Kurdish
Khoshtm Auyt
Laos
Chanrackkun
Latin
Ego te amo (I used to have Latin in my 1st year at highschool)
Latvian
Es mîlu Tevi
Lithuanian
As Myliu Tave
Macedonian
Te sakam
Malay
Saya cintakan mu / Saya cinta mu
Malteese
Inhobbok hafna
Mandarin
Wo Ai Ni
Norwegian
Jeg elsker deg
Persian
Tora Doost Darem
Pig Latin
I-yea Ove-lea Ou-yea
Polish
Kocham Cie
Portuguese
Eu te amo (Brazilian)Eu amo-te (continental)
Punjabi
me tumse pyar ker ta hu'
Romanian
Te iubesc
Russian
Ya tebya liubliu
Serbo-Croatian
Volim te
Sign language
Spread hand out so no fingers are touching. Bring in middle & ring fingers and touch then to the palm of your hand.
Slovenian
ljubim te
Spanish
Te quiero / te amo / yo amor tu
Swahili
Naku penda
Swedish
Jag älskar dig
Swiss German
Ch-ha di gärn
Tagalog
Mahal Kita / Iniibig kita
Tamil
Naan Unnai Khadalikkeren
Telugu
Nenu Ninnu Premisthunnanu
Thai
Khao Raak Thoe / chun raak ter
Turkish
seni%2

aillaaabbsshhhuueee.. hahaha =) un lng un! =)
i'm outta here!
adios! =)

gemini =)

2005-09-09T21:10:00.000-07:00

my mind.. is just full of gemini.. =) i'm really starting to fall for this song.. =) it's thuuperr nice.. hehehe =) i'm currently in state on nausea.. =) having a doze of too much spongcola.. hahaha =) joke.. =) anyway.. i just wanted to share it's xtig' lyrics.. hehehe =)

Gemini

come a little closer flicker in flight

we'll have about an inch's space

but i'm here i can breathe in

what you breathe outlet me know if i'm doing this right

let me know if my grip's too tight

let me know if i can stay all of my life

let me know if dreams can come true

let me know if this one's your's too

coz' i see itand i feel it right here

and i feel you right here

the vacuous night
steps aside to give meaning to gemini's dreaming
the moon on its backand the seemingly
veiled room's lit
by the same star

honestly, this song reminds me of someone.. __________?! hehe =) i dunno.. it's kinda weird.. coz' even if i try to internalize the lyrics.. it's certainly has no connection to that person or so whatever.. =) but.. whenever i hear this song.. that person just pops out my mind.. hehe =)

anyway.. internalizing it's lyrics.. i just want to tell my beloved *o8 that the red portion is dedicated to him.. haha =) wala lng.. =) anyway.. i've enrolled yesterday.. the line isn't that long.. so i just find myself too lucky.. hehe =) i was with rairai yesterday.. that stupid girl.. it's the 2nd time she has forgotten her id.. one more and she'll be sent to the do *discipline office* anyways.. poor her.. hehe =) waahh!! she'll be leaving the country in a couple of days.. =) bangkok!! =) raii.. pasalubong ko ahh??! jokes.. anyways.. it's her bday today..

RAISSA ABANICA NOCOS!! =) HAPPY 18th BdAy!!=)

hehehe.. shox! bruu.. dalaga kna.. =) mga sikreto nten ahh =) hehe.. ailabshuuee and i'll definitely misshuee.. =) hehe.. teka, still thinking.. why didn't we become close way back our miriam days?? haha =) grbe rai.. wag kna lng mag bangkok.. here kna lng.. hheee.. bilin ko ahh.. wag ttalon sa airplane.. bad un! chka.. wag sigaw ng sigaw sa loob ng airplane.. hahaha chka sa hotel and sa streets ng bangkok.. hahaha =) hahaha.. see u tues or wed!! lol, aadjust kpa! =)

thoughts..

geez! thinking of it.. i still have 2 more days, before i go back to reality.. =) waah! back to school again.. back to those sleepless nights just doing freaking long accounting assignments.. reading long unbearable articles.. writing, useless essays and again.. back to fighting and surpassing all struggles and pressures.. *bOo!* haii.. no more piggy life.. =) hehe =) still have 2 days.. and i know i still have to make the most out of it.. =) haii.. this is hell boring.. =( i don't have plans for tom.. =( the freaking thing kse about me.. my parents wouldn't just allow me to go somewhere.. coz' of the failing thinggy.. =) geez! now my life sucks.. completely.. anyway, *o8 and i would see each other on sun!! =) no one could stop me from going.. as in NO ONE! hahaha =) anyway.. i'm bored.. supposed to be ek kme now ehh.. the thing lng, di pa nkaka enroll ung iba tas wala pang transpo papunta there.. too bad lng.. kse marami ng pinyagan.. =) pero un.. ok lng.. i'll just make most out of every millisecond cgro.. =)

eion, dami2 activity inlined ngayon for yfc.. =) actually i'm excited.. =) sa totoo.. i really wanted to write the script for gag.. =) sayang lng.. kse, they told us when it's near the passing date.. =) sayang i miss writing and directing plays.. =) tagal nren.. since last ako nkatungtong sa stage.. =) eion, i signed up for the band.. i told them na i'd sing for the band.. =) hahaha.. they'll hear nren my magical voice.. *jokes* hehe =) tpos eion, may basktball team rin pla kme.. * go migs!! go ung kapatid ni mau! =) *sorry forgot ur name!*!! tpos we'll play vball.. =) kso no team pren! laboo! =) hehehe.. sana maging successful cluster nmn sa mga meet.. hehe =)

eion.. i think i'm just shitting around.. walang magandang nsulat here.. hehe =)

i'm outta here!

adios!♀

addams family..

2005-09-09T07:26:00.000-07:00

nood ako ng addams family knina.. mga 6:30 after ko mag work dun sa office ng dad ko.. =) i dunnoo.. pero super hooked kia ako dun.. super nice ng movie na un.. i really adore the one who portrayed morticia addams.. grbe tlga ung pgging glamorous nya.. =) marvelous!! =) tpos.. the one who portrayed gomez!! sheet.. kainlove.. =) gusto ko.. if i'll get married.. ung magiging husband ko chka ako.. parang si gomez at morticia.. =) hahaha =) mushy.. pero ang sweet soobra!! =) hnn.. tpos.. gusto ko ung mgging anak nmn ksing close ni wednesday and pugsly.. <- tama ba spelling?! haha =) hahaha.. ngek!! lumalabas nnmn pag ka corny ko.. wahoo.. =)

hehehe.. =) wala lng.. birthday nmn na ni ahza bukas.. too bad! can't come.. di na kse ako pnayagan ehh.. kainis.. just because of that grade issue, nadeprive ako ng maraming bagay.. kainis tlga!! pnayagan nko dati ehh.. sabay bawi!! *boo!!* eion.. sa sun.. wala na tlga mkakapigil pa sken.. kung di ako papayagan.. i'll make a way!! hahaha =) honestly.. an labo ko nga eh.. kse supposed to be di nko mag ppost today.. kso, parang gusto ko nnmn mag sulat ehh.. hahaha =) anyways.. mejo excited nko pumasok.. =) excited nko sa LSAL.. =) gusto ko na mkuha jersey!! :) kso nga lng.. kailangan nmn mag prax! khiya nmn kung mag kakalat lng kme?! wtcchatnk?! hehe =) i miss vball super!! llng.. pero somehow bado rin ako.. kse xemps, meron akong ibang classes na di ung block ko ksma ko.. =) pero khit gnon.. okay lng.. cgro tama nga c julian.. i'll meet new people and faces.. malay ko ba kung mtgal ko ng inaantay andun lng pla.. =) just kddn.. hahaha =) *iloveuo8* hehehehe =)

eion..nag work nnmn ako sa office ng dad ko.. and believe me.. i survived an afternoon na ang kharap ay.. records ng checks na inissue at mga inissue na checks.. =) tpos.. ang buddy ko for the whole afternoon.. ung pesteng calcu! haha =) haii.. ktamad.. kung everyday gnun gagawin ko.. hahaha =) di ko kkyanin.. =) eion, tpos nring ko sa news na the uaap board decided daw to have a rematch nlng daw against ue.. haiinco.. i just realize kung gno di ka credible ang uaap board!! imagine.. di cla fair!! they should've considered the factors kung bkit nhawakan ung ball ni ty or kung cno man may hawak.. they should've realized that he could've not heard the whistle coz' ue fans were noisy as hell.. wala nraw mring sa beg!! daya tlga.. sa unang protest they were saying na it was a judgement call daw.. ngayon di ba pde i reason na it's a judgement call rin.. dpat!! palitan na lhat ng referees.. nturing proffessional cla pero mali2 calls.. hnnn.. =*( kfrustrate tlga!! anyway.. sana matalo ng up ang feu!! at sana manalo kme sa game nmn sa adu! haha =) anyway.. i'm confident na sure win na un!! =) anyway..

i've ran out of stories..
gtg. bye!

current thoughts

2005-09-08T20:31:00.000-07:00

honestly.. my heart is torn into fine bits.. i heard it all yesterday.. and it's unbearable.. true yan! =( sa totoo, i don't know why my dad could be that judgemental when it comes to la salle.. i mean, i think that it's not plausible making an over all judgement just because of a circumstance or something.. =( i know that he once had a lasallian personel and he isn't good.. but i don't think that is enough to judge the whole lasallian community.. =( he reasons out that that jason guy isn't the only one he knows that came from dlsu that isn't good.. he knows many others.. but, lets say he knows 10 people?! is it already enough to judge the whole la salle community?? =(

what pains me is the fact just because i failed a subject means that i am not good or something.. and that i am already one of those people who's part of dlsu and isn't good.. what pains me more is that, i couldn't feel my
old dad ready to support me whenever i'm down..
the thing is..

he's one of those people who pulls me down

.. sad but true..=( sometimes, i tend not to think of it anymore.. but that's reality.. he pulls me down like there's no tomorrow.. =( and the fact that he doesn't trust me.. makes me in complete awe about him..

i could still remember the time he told me that in whatever
battle i'd fight and will fought.. he'll always be there to console me and
support me.. and now, i just feel that im into that battlefield fighting.. and
yet, he's like one of those stabbing me.. and even killing me softly.. =( grbe
tlga.. =(

what i heard yesterday is already enough.. i've had enough! all has been said and done.. =( tears have shed and my heart has been crushed like there is no tomorrow.. i am sick and tired of hearing him babble about me and la salle.. =( i'm sick of him making lousy ideals about me and la salle.. i'm sick and tired of him picking on me! i'm sick of all of his repeated sucker stories about me and dlsu.. =( i'm sick and tired of him really. i'm already tired thinking that he's just challenging me in someway.. sobra na tlga.. especially when they even had this 'barkada reason' stupid reason.. =( if they just knew that i never went with a barkada!! =( and i even hated him more when he actually compared me to my cousin.. who committed one big mistake.. un tlga foul!!!

honestly,

i was asking for god's guidance yesterday.. i told him if he could eliminate all
the pain and hatred that simply starts to conquer my heart..

honestly, i still ask and pray for that.. but honestly speaking.. i'm sick and tired of it! =( i keep my feelings to myself.. cgro one day.. i'll just explode like a mad volcano.. =( but i don't want that day to come.. promise!

anyway, i'm pissed like hell..
it's early morning..
what a day.. =(

all i need is *o8 by my side.. really!

i'm outta here..
loser!

i hate him!

2005-09-08T02:55:00.000-07:00

MY DAD IS A
SUCKER!
i EfFin Hate
HiM!!
this is for real.. he's a complete bull*

happy day?! =)

2005-09-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

happy day *o8!! =)

sayang.. time doesn't permit us to see each other today.. =) grbe!! i miss you na super!! khit na, nagkita lng tayo last week.. haha =) happy day.. =) khit na super sad ng mga nkaraang araw ko.. =) sobrang thankful ako kse nanjan ka lng lge for me.. =) hehe.. like what i always tell you.. sobrang ikaw strength ko.. =) pag na dedepress ako.. ikaw lng isipin ko.. alam ko ook na lhat.. =) thnx for being there.. iloveuhun.. =)

sometimes vanity hurts..

2005-09-07T07:28:00.000-07:00

ok.. hahaha =) i think that somehow my day was fruitful.. i worked at our company.. =) dad gave me some tasks to do.. he ask me to do the company's cash flow.. rarr..=) i thought it was way easy.. honestly, it was.. it's just that it had so many things to do.. i mean.. one is to check the summary report of the checks he has issued.. and those checks issued to him.. haii..it was using the debit credit principle.. so i kinda understood that since i was taking up accountancy.. =) i really thought that i'd get rid of accounting this term break.. i was over fed with accounting the past months.. =) utak accounting na nga ako eh.. =) hehe.. after working for hours.. mum came and told me if i wanted to go somewhere.. =) edi syempre.. YES! agad ako.. bored nren kse ako sa gawa ko eh.. =) buti nlng tlga she came.. =) so eion, she asked me if i wanted to go gh *greenhills* gusto ko sana.. kso we heard sa news that a certain rally is occuring.. so hassle papunta.. super traffic.. =( haii.. no choice.. kya sm nlng kme.. =) eion.. ang gago nga eh.. kse wala nmn kme gnwa!! =) we just had snacks sa wendys.. tpos order ako ng bacon mushroom melt *favorite.. yumyum* tpos.. we went to nbs kse buy ako ng book na babasahin ko this weekend!! =) sana.. mganda ung book.. =) hehe =) i bought several stuffs since in a few days.. i'll be back to school.. =) nkakainis.. pinacancel na ng dad ko driving school ko.. =( next term nlng daw.. kse kinulangan ako ng araw!! mum ko may ksalanan nito eh.. xa kse!!! move move pa!! =( *boo!!* tpos eion.. tomorrow, i'll be in school.. sbay sbay kse kme ppadjust ehh.. =) hehe =) wala lng..

facial -- PARUSA!--
nagyaya c ma! if we wanted to go facial.. kme nmn ng twin ko.. mega sure!! =) so eion.. nung nsa loob na kme.. *pimple treatment daw + anticeptic mask* e2 ginawa nla!! una.. they made us wear that stupid pink stuff.. para di humarang hair.. then make us wash my face using their facial wash.. tpos un.. hwalay2 na kme.. ako.. pinahiga dun sa bed.. tpos.. nilagyan ako nung super hapdi na solution..=) kaiyak nga eh.. tpos.. lgay cucumber sa eyes.. tpos.. steam ba nmn mukha!!? tpos nun.. may nlagay ulit gamot.. tpos.. the most awaited *PRICKING SESSION* waw!! skit mega.. hehe =) pero it's bearable nmn.. except nung sa bandang nose!! haha.. tpos.. they covered my face with this towel.. tpos.. may machine na ginamit!! haha =) after nun.. nilagyan na ng anticeptic mask!! =) anyway.. aus xa.. the thing lng.. the aftermath isn't nice!! =) sobrang ang wasted ko after.. tpos.. ung mga pimples ko namaga!! haha =) pero.. ook nmn na daw un in a few hours.. =) kso.. bwal daw sa water face ko.. =) hehe un lng.. pero un nga.. PARUSA xa.. hehe =)

yan araw ko ngayon.. hehe =)

i'm outta here.
ciao!

my country

2005-09-06T00:18:00.000-07:00

kanina pako nag iisip ng nais ko sanang ibahagi sa blog na toh.. pero sa dami ng nais kong sabihin hindi ko na tuloy alam kung saan ako mag sisimula.. sa totoo lang, ang utak ko ngayon ay punong puno ng mga pangyayari tungkol sa nagaganap na impeachment complaint laban kay gloria arroyo. simula khpon.. akin ng sinusubaybayan ang nagaganap na proceedure.. sa totoo lang.. sobrang apektado ako sa nangyayaring ito.. sapagkat kitang kita nmn kung ano na ang magiging resulusyon ng mababang kapulungan ukol sa issue na ito.

honestly, i just find it stupid why does our congress have to vote for the president's impeachment. It is evidently clear that the president has more allies compared to those who wanted her impeachment. It was evidently clear that if it was a numbers game then definitely the opposition wouldn't even have a say. Witnessing such kind of devious act, seeing how unfair justice is here in our country, I wouldn't even wonder why we all are suffering greatly, and why our country day by day is deteriorating. All we ever wanted was the truth to be prevailed but witnessing what has been happening to congress, it surely shows how this congressmen supress the truth. Now that they have killed the impeachment, how would GMA defend her side and tell the world that she never cheated etc. How would the other people who holds evidences against her prove that she is guilty. Listening to those congressmen talk, *especially those who voted yes* they were telling that they were voting yes for the good of the next generations, for the betterment of the economy and were convincing us that we should even be forgiving because all people has misty mistakes and failures. For me, having this reasons are truly impeccable and not plausible. How would our economy get better if we'll all live in lies and fallacies, how would we get a good economy if we don't abide by the laws and policies. How would our country even get better, if we don't correct those mistakes but live with it and worst accept it. Is this what these congressmen want for the next generations?! With what they are doing.. yes! this is the picture that they say is good for the next generations.. now i realize, how unlucky my future children would be.. they would be able to witness how unfair this world is.. haii.. i am in distress.. i am dismayed. =(

anyway.. sobrang depressing tlga nung mga pangyayari.. anyway.. though sobrang ka depress mga pangyayari.. meron pren nmn mga bagay na khit papano nag pasaya sken today.. first, though my mum lost all my flowcharts.. buti nlng tlga.. jer was at dlsu.. so xa savior ko today kse kinuhanan nya ko ng flowchart.. =) at least i won't go sa dlsu.. hehe =) thnx tlga!!! tpos.. c *o8!! bumabawi.. hehe =) haii nco.. here i go again.. khit kakasama ko plang sknya.. miss ko na xa agad! swear! =) hnn.. cgro xa nag papasaya ng sobrang sad na mga araw ko lately.. i really thank god that he gave me someone like him.. =) haii.. pero eion nga.. there this one special person rin pla.. na iniisip ko ngayon prati.. i just hope na he's safe.. =)

i have a song for that person..
So long to you my love
Don't be afraid to run away
I know you'll be okay
Just take your time to find

But i need you here tonight
I need you here inside
I need you here tonight
I really, really need you here tonight

Made up my mind on this
Too late for me to hold you back
Maybe to short or dumb
To cry for you but i will anyway

It's all my fault
To feel this way for you that day
I know i am and i will
Though it's wrong,so wrong

Cause i need you here tonight
I need you here inside
I need you here tonight
I really, really need you here
I need you, i need you
I need you here inside
I need you i need you
I really, really need you

wala lng.. here tonight title nian.. xemps.. it's a song from hale =) wala lng.. i just want that person to know that i need him.. =)

this is depressing..
i better get going..

ciao for now!

adios! =)

the boss.. hehe =)

2005-09-05T15:30:00.000-07:00

i'm currently here at my dad's office.. acting as OIC *officer in charge* since he's gone somewhere.. kainis.. oic nga.. pero parang secretary labas ko.. tga sagot ng mga pesteng phone calls.. waahh.. hehe =) anyways.. i dunno.. pero ang sama tlga ng gising ko today.. i tried sleeping 1am.. pero believe it or not.. di ako nkatulog.. 6am na ata un nung finally nag settle down na ko.. ung nka tulog nko.. tpos.. kung kelan ok na tulog ko.. chka ba nmn ako ggsingin.. waahh.. my mum woke me up 10am.. shox! 4 hours plang tulog ko.. kainis tlga.. haii.. then, i tried sleeping pa.. kso, di na ako mkatulog eh.. bull* tlga.. hehe =)

eion.. i miss my blockmates na.. hehe! though nung last saturday lng kme nag sama2.. after nmn mpanood laban ng dlsu vs up.. there's this new plan nnmn na lumalabas.. =) sa friday daw.. mag eek kme.. *waw! enchanted kingdom* it's been a long time nren since i last went there.. hehe =) tpos for sure what an experience nnmn un.. what a feeling nnmn un.. memories nnmn.. hahaha! *uyy, nag ddrama nnmn ako!* hehe =) un nga ka excite.. ang gago nga eh.. pano kse.. isa ako sa nag oorganize pero di pa ko nakakapag paalam.. hehe.. sana payagan ako.. =) nag hhnap lng ako ng nice timing kse.. as usual di pa rin naaalis ang pag ka bad trip nla sken.. =) at tlgang pnag iinitan ako here sa house.. haii.. how i really want to go somewhere.. =) i really wanna go somewhere.. ung sobrang peaceful and quiet.. ung tlgang mkakapag reflect ako.. kse sa totoo lng.. i'm sick and tired of here.. msydo na kong over cooked.. =( kailangan ko ng time para sa sarili ko.. haii.. =)

anyways.. i'm thankful kse though this earth has been currently rude to me.. eh there are still people who are there to make me smile.. =) jan mga hs friends ko.. mga college friends.. c ________ at xemps xa!=) haha.. ano kaya mang yayari kung mawawala sila?! can i still make it through this dark and lonely walls.. hnn.. *isip isip.* i don't think so.. sobrang, as of now.. sila ang nag sserve na strength ko.. sila nlng gnagawa kong reason why i should make it.. =) eion.. sa totoo lng.. nsasaktan ako sa isang tao.. =) kse, after that incident.. sobrang naging cold na xa.. a bit aloof.. =( i really wanted to be friends with that person pero the thing is.. i just think that we're drifting apart ehh.. i do my best nmn to somewhat bring back those days.. pero xa nmn ung lumalayo.. sana di xa gnon.. kse, khit ako na di mabilis sumuko.. pasuko na sakanya.. =( on the bright side.. hnn.. there's this one special person in my life who keeps on making me smile.. =) bxta, everytime ksma ko xa.. alam ko na no worries ako.. =) at alam ko na never xa magiging reason kung bakit ako msasad.. =) bxta to that person.. *i dunno kung klala mo na kung cno ka..* i just want you to know how happy i am having you in my life.. thank you for always making me smile.. =)

okie.. medyo senti mode ako ngayon.. gamit ko comp ng dad ko.. at alam niyo ba puro paolo santos ang mga songs na nka save here.. sbagay! i used to love paolo santos.. hnn.. love ko parin xa hanggang ngayon..=) hehe.. eion.. naaalala ko na nanaman c *o8.. hehe.. uyy.. naaalala mo pba toh.. "i can change the world, i would be the sunlight in your universe.. you would think my love was something really good.. baby, if i could change the world.. if i could be king even for a day.. i'll take you as my queen.. i have no other way.. and our love would rule.. in this kingdom we have made.. till then i'll be a fool.. wishing for that day.." wala lng.. naalala ko pa rin yan.. =) hehe.. i miss you na! =) hehe.. yuckkk!! ang mushy ko nanaman!! hehe =)

share pla akong mga lyrics..
para toh sa isang mhalagang tao sa buhay ko.. =) *o8

"heaven knows what to say, even though for right now your so far away.. i hope and i pray somewhere in your heart i'll always stay.."

hehe.. wla lng.. gusto ko malaman na ganyan ako sau.. hahahaha =) i love you.

i'm outta here.

boring sunday.

2005-09-04T08:22:00.000-07:00

waah.. this sunday is super boring.. no sense! ampootch.. haha =) anyways.. i visited my grandparents.. but before that, we all ate snacks at sm fairview.. dimsum kme.. tpos.. we all played sa quantum.. arcade.. =) nag prax ako ng time crisis.. para nmn sa susunod pag nag g4 kme ulit.. eh.. di na ko mayayabangan ng isang tao.. haii.. nakakainis.. saksakan ng kayabangan ung taong un.. *jokes* haha =) ainaco.. naiinis kaya ako dun.. pano kse pinag pipilitan ako dun kay college crushie eh di ko nmn na tlga like un.. super kung asarin ako.. eh xa nga eh.. 'ID' xa.. in denial.. kse.. ayaw nia aminin na.. waahh.. bxta akin nlng un.. anyways.. eion.. masaya ako kse na clear nmn stage 2 ng time crisis.. sayang.. haha! naubusan ako ng tokens.. lolz.. haha =) kpatid ko nhhilig nren dun!! alam ko na pano laruin un so.. di nko tanga when it comes to that.. =) c raissa.. nag yayaya na mag bangok nlng daw kme ngayong term break.. 11k lng daw round trip na.. ok nmn sana sken eh.. the thing lang.. i can't go anywhere this week.. kse.. enrollment and i still have to adjust sched due to my failing subjects.. =( haii.. mag llegal age nko.. pero ang sad ko.. waahh.. tpos the thing pa.. ung dad ko.. super hot ng eyes nia sken.. i think he's been really frustrated about my grades.. oh well.. i promised nmn na i'll do better the next term.. pero sana lng itigil nia na ung stupid na hirits nia.. coz' its not just annoying me.. nadedevelop lng hatred ko sknya.. =( eion, haii.. this is a start of another week for me.. sana everything becomes ok.. sana matigil na lhat ng kmalasan na nangyari sken the past week.. anyways.. dlsu protested daw about the ue win last thurs.. sana di ibasura ang protest nmn.. it was evidently clear na umabot ung tira ni cholo *uyy.. feeling close* haha =) ue.. wala prin breeding.. waahhh..

anyways.. i have to go..
i'm out.

one stressful happy day.. =)

2005-09-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

8am.. i woke up, freaking out coz' i thought my brother's game would start 8am.. geez' i was all gaga thinking that i'd be late.. i went there at around 9:30.. the thing was.. all i witnessed wasn't a game but the aaps opening.. gosh! it was hell.. too boring! =) anyways.. i was glad meeting up with my hs buddies.. not just from my year level but also the lower years.. =) saya.. kse though i'm already in college.. they made me feel that i still belong.. as if i still study there.. saya =)

anyways.. in there, i bonded with my former teamates.. cheering up and giving advices to new varsity members.. =) xempre.. compared to them.. mas lamang ako sa experience.. haha =) matagal2 din ako sa varsity.. and it's my 2nd family.. true yan! eun, share ko lng.. when i was in there.. i truly miss the competition.. =) shox! parang last year lng.. ako ung nag lalaro.. tpos knina while watching them play.. parang i was feeling na.. sana ako nlng ung andun.. naglalaro.. =) haha.. i miss those days na chinicheer.. =) i miss the feeling na kinakabahan kpag umpisa ng laro.. i miss the feeling pag nkaspike ng malakas then pumasok.. =) i miss those days na nakikipag pikunan sa klaban.. i miss those days na i shout.. 'say stella!' i miss those bonding days.. i miss all those hard trainings.. na minsan kung di ako tatamaan ni coach sa mukha ng bola.. sasabunutan nia ko sa galit.. =) i miss those days na minumura ko teamates ko sa pangit nlang reception.. =) i miss practicing those rolling and one man defense.. in short.. miss ko na magkaroon ng bruises.. at sugat sa paglalaro.. =) waahh!! it's been 6 months since last ko un ginawa.. =) and i effin miss it! =) geez, puso ko na ata ito.. =) anyways.. according to the people in there.. khit na underdog ang hs ko this year.. because of the heart our school is having they still made it awhile ago against holy family.. *khit andun c anne!* haha =) gee! i'm proud of you guys.. i love you.. =)

tpos.. eion, i watched the uaap games today with my blockmates!! =) jeremy and i met each other sa gateway.. cra ulo xa 1:30 na xa nag txt.. pero khit gnun.. pinagbigyan nia pren ako na manood ng game ng school ko =) hehe.. =) so, pumunta pa kme sa school to witness the game.. though di ko na natapos.. the fact na i still supported them.. ok na un! =) tpos.. dumating kme ni jer sa admu at around 2:30 na ata.. kse.. pinaglakad pa ko ng super haba eh.. and the worst thing.. muntikan nya nko iligaw sa loob ng katipunan station.. =( sama!!! haha.. anyways.. eion.. when we went there.. wala ng available na lowerbox tix.. so, no choice.. gen ad na kme.. =) pero khit gnon.. it's not super far.. unlike sa araneta! =) hehe.. tpos.. pag pasok nmn.. we were like 'hello! true ba tong nkikita nmn?!' admu tambak sa ust!! haha =) though, we were seated sa admu side.. we were like.. 'go ust!' haha =) yey.. tambak admu!! soo happy.. haha =) tpos.. eion.. dlsu game na.. haha =) c kevin.. nang aaway!! hehe =) lakas ng energy nia.. grabe! =) pero khit gnon.. xa pren ay utak 'pea'.. peabrain you know.. 50% na tanga.. 50% na bobo.. haha =) ailabshuuee kevs! =) anyways.. we were with julian na sobrang traydor!! haha =) imagine.. dlsu xa study pero todo support pren sa admu!! at di parin support dlsu khit nde nmn klaban admu!! waahh.. pero khit gnon.. ok lng kse.. 'LOSER' xa. haha=) eion.. we were with hb din pla.. na may kasama ring 'loser' haha =) jokes.. anyways.. eun.. it was a great game! xemps panalo kme.. D-L-S-U animo lasalle!! =) haha.. at first medyo delikado dlsu eh.. dikit kse lban ehh.. not until nag 4th qtr.. binuhay ni ty tang dlsu.. love ko na xa.. haha =) jokes.. anyways.. sobrang proud tlga ako sa dlsu.. =) haha wala lng. =) tpos eion.. c raissa ksama rin nmn.. isa pang malakas trip.. hehe!!=) ailabshue rairai.. =) eion, after nung game.. kme ni raissa at ni jer ay sumukob sa ulan.. haha =) saya.. tpos nag dinner kme sa kenny rogers sa katips.. =) tpos, sumunod dun ung iba pa nmng mga ksma!! =) saya.. haha! tpos.. umalis na kme there 7:30!=) nag train kme ni jer at raissa.. baba kme lhat sa gateway.. tpos trike nko! waaahh.. love na love ko tlga ung mga taong un.. haha!! sarap ksma!! =) hehe.. 8:10 nko nakarating here sa haus!=)

eion, khit na the whole day ako hlos wala sa bahay.. sobra nmng happy eh.. worth it! swear.. =) khit na mdyo may sakit pko.. =) bale wala pag cla ksma.. =) feeling ko pa nga mas llo pakong magkksakit sa ginawa nmng pag sukob eh.. haha =) anyway.. sobrang sarap ng feeling ko.. =) i just love it! haha =) say mo?! =)

anyway.. i just think na i'm starting to like someone for good. haha =) labo labo nnmn utak ko.. =) haha =) anyways..

i'm outta here.

no title..

2005-09-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

kakagaling ko lng yfc=) masaya nmn.. hehe.. actually it was tito butch speech who actually motivated me.. =) i understand him.. astig! willing ako mag help pra sa variety show ng yfc! hehe.. =) anyway.. i was with my closest yfc buddies.. bogs, lucky, levy, bj and the others.. whahaha =)

highlight. =)

ok.. there's this person who gave me this letter.. i wasn't expecting that he'll be writing his letter that way.. corny!! hahaha =) anyway.. sobrang namiss ko ung taong un.. the thing lng.. sobrang corny nung letter.. pero it surely brighten up my day.. =) sobrang it made me smile.. haha =)

message ko sayo *incase mbasa mo*
like what you said sa letter mo.. minsan ako rin naisip ko na what if mawala ka sa buhay ko.. gusto ko rin malaman mo na pag nawala ka.. mawawala rin ako.. like you said.. i just think i can't live w/o you.. like you said.. never kitang nkalimutan.. as in sa mga prayers ko lagi ka andun.. i want you to know na ikaw strength ko.. kaya pag nadedepress ako.. ikaw lng isipin ko.. alam ko ook na lhat.. =) sbrang if there's one person na sobrang important sken.. ikaw un! and like you said.. since every second counts.. i want you to know that if you love me.. i love you more!! seryoso yan.. =) hehe.. wala lng.. be safe for me.. i love you.

hehe.. wala lng..
i need words i'm losing it!!
i'm outta here..

18 more days before i turn legal.. =)

2005-09-01T14:03:00.000-07:00

haha.. just thinking that in a couple of days.. i'd be turning legal.. =) parang dati lng.. i could still remember the times i used to play barbie dolls.. patintero, piko, agawan base and langit lupa..=) i could still remember kung gano ako kadaya pag kinakanta ung song para hindi ako maging taya.. =) tpos, nkikipag racing ako sa bike.. tpos, ako ang master ng 10-20! hehe..=) tpos sa jackstones at chinese jackstones.. winner ako..=) i could still remember the first sport i played.. kickball.. sobrang nag bibilad ako sa araw.. maging best player lang.. tpos.. teeball.. na bat ako sa face.. =) i could still remember the first time i played basketball.. sobrang bano.. ahihihi..=) then.. i got included sa varsity and became the best player i could be.. waahh! i know na in a couple of days.. lhat ng toh.. part nlng ng childhood memories ko.. and starting that day.. i'm no longer a kid.. but a woman.. =) that day.. i'm already starting another book of my life.. haii.. naisip ko lng.. how time flies.. bilis.. =)

parang dati lng.. i could still remember.. my first crush was way back grade 2.. crush ko xa until grade 6 only to find out na he's having an affair pla with a gay guy.. gay pla un.. hehe.. the name of my first crush pla *jeremy* hehe.. yuck! enclose ko daw nme nia.. hehe! sbagay past is past.. hehe!=) tpos now.. iba na.. in quest of love nko.. unlike before na pa tweetums.. crush crush.. =) dati.. i could still remember how i hate taking up responsibilities.. puro laro lng gusto ko.. pero now.. sobrang i have to take up all responsibilities bestowed upon me.. the thing pa.. multi tasking.. =) pero khit gnon.. at least meron nmng mga tao na there to support if incase sobra na tlga akong loaded..=) iniisip ko, why ako nag rereminise eh.. tatanda lng nmn ako.. oh well, big deal kse xa eh.. i know na after 18 days.. many things would change.. legal nako makulong, bumoto, manood ng r-18, pde na sa clubs.. pde na sa casino! hehe.=) i know na responsibilities would come my way.. at bka sa oras na iyon.. makalimutan ko na pano maging bata.. i could still remember when i was a kid.. gusto ko na tumanda.. pero ngayon nmn.. na alam ko na paano ang mga bagay bagay.. mas masarap pla maging bata.. =) ang daming problema ng mga matatanda.. kasad.. =(

change topic.. =)
kahit na sobrang marami akong failures recently.. like that of my math and accounting.. =) looking on the bright side.. i think e2 nga ung eye opener sken sa mga kabulastugan na pinag gagawa ko last term.. =) puros kagaguhan nlng ata pinag gagawa ko eh.. ahihi!=) pero khit ganon.. i'm lucky kse i found friendships and ties that i know na hindi ako iiwan no matter what.. =) *oh well, sana nga* hehe.. bxta.. i made a self resolution that next term.. kailangan bumawi.. =) bxta.. kaya ko toh.. *aja aja fighting che!* hehe..=) eun, bukas.. morning.. nood ako game ng kapatid ko sa former school ko.. tpos sa hapon.. nood naman ako ng game sa admu.. kse may laban dlsu vs up eh.. =) xemps.. it's a crucial game.. khit no voice ako.. at least i'm still there willing to support my alma mater.. *paloyal ako khit na blue dugo ko dati* nag pa blood transfussion nko.. i now bleed GREEN!!ü haha!=) anyways.. i'd be with jeremy and kevin tom.. ewan ko lng kung sino pa sasama sa tropa nmn.. haha=) excited nko.. =)

pwede ko naba sabihin na ako'y nag papakasenti?? hehe.=) pansin ko lng.. knina pako nag ssoundtrip eh.. grabe kse ang araw na toh.. ang boring.. eh wala naman akong magawa.. di ako pde umalis ng bahay dahil i'm sick pa eh.. =) wish ko lng talaga ok nko bukas para no hassle..=) hehe.. sheet! super inlove na talaga ako sa hale.. love na love ko c champ! hehe..=)

share ko lng pla tong lyrics!! always come back to you ni ryan cabrerra.. =)

I've got no time to give
Cause it's now or never
Cause the way I feel
It won't last forever
When you're at that point in life
It just has to be tonight

It's a long, long road
But I'll always come back to you
I don't know which way to turn
But I feel it's the right thing to do
There's too much for me to learn
But I'll always come back to you

have your thoughts turned back?
Are you in a prison
There's no turning backT
here's no indecision
You were always there for me
Now it's your turn to be free

Cause we're a long way from home
But I'll always come back to you
I don't know which way to turn
But I feel it's the right thing to do
There's too much for me to learn
But I'll always came back to you

Sometimes you just have to leave it all behind you
Take a chance, just know you're not alone

It's a long, long road
But I'll always come back to you
I don't know which way to turn
But I feel it's the right thing to do
There's too much for me to learn
But I'll always come back to you
I'll always come back to you

It's a long way from home
But I'll always come back to you
I don't know which way to turn
But I feel it's the right thing to do
There's too much for me to learn
But I'll always come back to you

i'm outta here. =)

just feel like writing..

2005-09-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

i think he's right.. i'm currently in senti mode that's why i keep on thinking bout stuffs.. stuffs that i know should be kept somewhat private and yet.. still keeping it publicized. haii.. e1 ko ba.. but honestly speaking the past few days.. i became too emotional.. miss ice cold, as others call me became too sensitive and too emotional..=( in my life, i always make it a point not to follow my heart.. =) dpat mind over heart parati.. but now.. haii.. my mind just can't control what my heart wants to say.. =) boo.. patalo tlga.. cgro, that's why others tend to tell me how strong my personality is.. pero when reality strikes.. i am not strong.. cgro, pretending to be strong.. ganon ako ka weak.. =( the thing kse with me.. i'd rather see other people happy.. kahit na in my expense ako ung mahuhurt.. parang i'd rather get hurt for the people i love.. =)

ang martyr ko tlga.. haha =) here i go again.. loser nnmn.. hehe =) anyways.. eun.. it's been a long time since i blogged something bout *o8.. sa totoo i miss him na.. sobra! =) hehe.. =) sana tlga time permits us to see each other.. it's been like a month since we held each others arms eh! haha.. =) corny!! anyways.. later, i'd be attending the monthly assembly for yfc.. =) the sad thing lang, failure nnmn ako pag di umabot ng 20 ang aatend sa chapter nmn.. =) pano kse, ang loser.. my partner isn't cooperating with me.. di nya ko nirep kgbe! tpos.. i was trying to reach him.. di nmn xa ma reach.. =) eh, di nmn ako mkpag tawag kse.. i got no voice tlga yesterday.. sobrang wala.. air lng.. *ask cat* hehe..=) haii.. life tlga.. so cruel.. ='(

eion, i was talking with raissa yesterday.. sa totoo lng.. ang lalim rin nun.. khit na minsan *she puts on that tanga mask* bait nun sobra.. =) i really love talking to her.. i was thinking nga why didn't we become close way bac our miriam days?! hnn.. *isip, isip* haha =) ailabshubidups rairai.. =) anyways.. i'm currently listening sa song ng orange and lemons.. sheet!! naiinlove nnmn ako.. =) btw, i'm not the type of person na sobrang fanatic.. pero.. i just can't help loving champ ng hale.. i saw him in an interview knina sa jack tv!! cute nia talaga.. =) ailabshipidups!! =) hehe.. grbe! ang sentimental ko.. =) corny nnmn.. haha =) ganyan tlga pag bored.. nyahaha!! eion, dapat driving school nko khpon.. pero nilipat sched ko!! pesteng sakit kse toh eh.. limiting me from doing things.. =( sana tlga gumaling nko! pray for me ok?? =)

"i take one step, away.. and i find myself coming back to you.. my one and only, one and only you.." wala lng.. kainlove dba?! line yan sa kanta ng parokya.. =) grbe!! believe it or not.. nalolove struck nko.. and the scary part.. i think i'm starting to fall for someone.. tama c rairai.. sana nga dalawa ang puso ko! =) the thing kse with that person.. sobrang kind niya.. =) waahh.. pero.. as much as possible.. i'll try not to even like this person.. tama ulit c rairai.. mas mahirap pag xa.. =) hehe. =) anyway.. ung twin sister kong maarte at ung mom ko na walang magawa kundi pumunta sa parlor.. nsa parlor nnmn.. =) mag papa extenso daw c twin.. at c mum daw ay papa hot oil.. dun ky kuya davids.. nyahahaha =) i kuya ba daw.. sinasama pa nga ako e.. =)eh, kakaparlor ko lng nung tues.. tpos cla khpon.. tpos parlor nnmn.. addict! haha..=)

e2.. haha =) sa totoo nag eenjoy lng ako mg post..
mya nlng ulit pag may naisip ako..
blank nko eh.. =)

i'm outta here again.

*one smile, then i died.. only to be revived by you..*